It's the beginning

Sendiri. Merasa sendiri. Lagi-lagi itu yang kutulis. Sebegitu kesepiankah diriku. Atau menyendiri itu hobby. Bukan kayanya. Keadaan yang mengkondisikanku mengurungku mengekangku dalam sembilu ini. Aku tak tahu.  Kadang saat kembali sinar cerah syukur di hati merekah. Kembali merasakan Yaa ALLAH, terimakasih semua ujian ini kuharap menjadikanku hebat nanti.  Tapi berkali-kali ku jatuh dalam jurang emosi meledak bak gunung meletus tapi memalukan. Oh yaa ALLAH, apakah aku ini. Pertanyaan apa itu. Harusnya ku bertanya bagaimana ku melewati ini semua.  Kadang terpikir, apakah ini simple. Hanya aku saja yang terlalu cengeng dan cemen. Ataukah seberuntung itukah aku menerima berbagai ujian pelatihan hidup ini. Memang hanya bisa pasrah. Apalagii.. Tak adapun yang memahami ini. Tak adapun yang tau. Atau mungkin tak mau tau.  Senyum ini telah begitu berat. Tapi palsu, itu mudah. Raga ini sudah semakin lemah. Pura-pura itu gampang. Oh, apa ini. Gak jelas kan....

Good Jokes Based on Clever Use of Language Brenda and Terry are going out for the evening. The last thing they do is put their cat out. The taxi arrives, and as the couple walk out of the house, the cat scoots back in. Terry returns inside to chase it out. Brenda, not wanting it known that the house would be empty, explains to the taxi driver, 'My husband is just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.' Several minutes later, Terry, looks so tired, arrives and comes back into the taxi saying, 'Sorry I took so long, the stupid idiot was hiding under the bed and I had to poke her with a coat hanger several times before I could get her to come out!' The British at School (--09202241079) One day, Mrs Arnold, a teacher at Green Barn Infant School, Norwich, England, was attempting to teach the names of animals to a class of 5-year-olds. Firstly she held up a picture of a deer, and asked one boy, 'Sammy, what is this animal?' Sammy looked at ...